bEcAuSe y0u L0vEd mE..

Salam and greetings to all...

this special lyrics from Celine Dion, Because You Loved Me...

dedicated to who loves me...

hehe...

For all those times you stood by me

For all the truth that you made me see

For all the joy you brought to my life

For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made come true

For all the love I found in you

Ill be forever thankful baby

Youre the one who held me up

Never let me fall

Youre the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldnt speak

You were my eyes when I couldnt see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldnt reach

You gave me faith coz you believed

Im everything I am

Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly

You touched my hand I could touch the sky

I lost my faith, you gave it back to me

You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall

I had your love I had it all

Im grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe I dont know that much

But I know this much is true

I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldnt speak

You were my eyes when I couldnt see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldnt reach

You gave me faith coz you believed

Im everything I am

Because you loved me

You were always there for me

The tender wind that carried me

A light in the dark shining your love into my life

Youve been my inspiration

Through the lies you were the truth

My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldnt speak

You were my eyes when I couldnt see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldnt reach

You gave me faith coz you believed

Im everything I am

Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldnt speak

You were my eyes when I couldnt see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldnt reach

You gave me faith coz you believed

Im everything I am

Because you loved me

Im everything I am

Because you loved me

aku-budak-baek

1 sYaWaL 1430H

Salam and greetings to all.

second year of syawal without someone important in my life.. i'm really-really feel the difference of the Eid without him.. huhu.. if i could rewind the time, i wish all that accident not happened.. huhu.. by the way, life must go on.. we should not regret with what had happened..

1st day of syawal.. as usual, we do the prayer at the mosque near to my grandmother's house. praise to God, our family still can get together at this syawal.. huhu.. but, this year my father had to go to work eventhough this is a winner day for Muslims, what can we do??.. as usual, after prayer, my family, cousins,uncles, aunts gather at my grandmother's house.. i hope this tradition will forever until my last breath..huhu.. love my big family very much!!

we spend our time together chatting, jokings and enjoy our special meal "Nasi Dagang" together..

then, the time to collect "duit raya" is the most waiting time.. as for me, i'll give my youngest siblings to get the "duit raya" first.. hehehe.. a good sister role on me.. haha

a queue to get "duit raya"

"duit raya" from a new engineer

then, we moved to our uncle's house, at the back of my grandmom's house.. hehe.. i'm happy there because i've got "duit raya" from a new engineer, my cousin.. haha.. he gave me more than what my other cousin got! maybe he not realise that he gave me twice!! no matter what, i got "duit raya" too.. haha..

because of my father are working today, we are not going anywhere.. just stay at home waiting for the guests..huhu.. hope next year we can celebrate Eid together in a family..

~Salam Eidulfitri~

aku-budak-baek

EiFfeL ToWeR..

Salam and Greetings to all....

Today I got an Eiffel tower key-chain from Miss Aznin, my lecturer.. huhu.. it’s been long time for me received a present from the one who I respect!! You know why I got this special present?? Actually, I get higher marks in the second test.. totally surprised, because of, I think I’m not answer the question correctly, I mean, I’m not sure what have I done on the test. This is the greatest and the most valuable present I got!!

After all happen to me, I’m very grateful with what I had got today.. without God and parents blessing, I’m not sure I still can go through with all the situation until today!! Thank God.

The lesson I got today, always respect the lecturer no matter what they do for you, actually, they want you to success.. pay attention, always pray to the God, and the most important is, obey your parents, because they are the one who always care for you!!

Until then, success will always come to you..

Thank a lot miss, I will always do my great effort to get what you want!!

the cute Eiffel Tower!!

tRaGic eXpEriEncE

Salam and greetings to all..

Today I faced with a tragic experience, on my way to physics lecture. I’m lucky because God still love me and save my life. If not, I don’t know what happen to me right now!!
Actually, the incident happen in front of my faculty, I was walking at that time when suddenly a bus came too near to me, even though at that time I walked at the side of traffic, special to a walker. I almost being the victim of an accident attack with the bus. Huhu.. luckily, my friends, Fit and Adnie quickly grab my hand away from the bus.

I don’t know what the driver was thinking at that time until he run away from the track and almost hit me!! What I can see after that ‘ few seconds incident’ was the driver looks very relief, same as me, because the accident was not happened.

Just imagine, if the accident really happen, where am I right now?? Thank GOD, I still alive and still can breathe with this fresh air until now!! Huhu..

A remember for me to always be careful anytime, anywhere..

meEt mY twiN..

Salam and greetings to all..

TWIN?? When I have a twin?? Haha.. actually, here I got a friend. Her name is Hajar. She was born on 16 July 1990, a day after I was born.. the funny is, all my classmate here call us as a twin.. they said, our face are lookalike, same with our attitude too.. huhu.. really?? I’m not too sure.. hehehe.. she comes from Johor and I comes from Kelantan, how can we be twin?? Hehe..

Actually.., Hajar is the first person to call me ‘Ida’, a name that I’m never predicted!! I suggest my nickname is ‘Zahid’, but she told me that name not suitable with me. So, she wants to call me Ida.. easy for her to call my name.. whatever..
amazingly, other people likes to call me Ida rather than Zahid.. I don’t know why??

Haha..errkk.. wrong topic..

Hajar is kind-hearted, helpful and friendly. I like to have a friend like her.. actually, before she join PALAPES or ROTU, she stayed at Melati, but, when she joined ROTU, she need to move on to Teratai.. but, we still together to everywhere..
What can I said here is, Hajar is same with Kak Ima, my best friend at matriculation level..
Hehe..

Just take a look at our picture, do we the same?? Or can we be called as a twin?? Think it by yourself!!

MaahaDiaN..5Sc 2..

it’s true that, a secondary school is the most memorable in this live.. secondary school teach us to be what are we right now.. 5 years experience teach us everything.. so am I.. really-really miss the secondary time.. huhu.. a lot of memory was created..
reunion of 5Sc2 batch 07.. was made a day after SPM exam.. two years ago, but still fresh in my memories.. I miss u all so much.. huhu.. lots of things happen, make our friendship forever.. Fariehan and Hazimah, two dedicated class monitor and assistant monitor, always cooperate to make 5Sc2 on the top of rank.. even though we are not as special as 5Sc1. We stick together from 4Sc 2 until end of year at 5Sc 2..

Radhiyah, Maryam, Atikah, Athirah, Kak Amalina, Kak Najwa, Hamizah, Raihan, Kak Nuha, Syifa’ Syazana, syafiah, Kak Su, Taz, Cheer, Izat, Kak farhah, Khalisah, Fie, Hapsah, Nor Aisyah, Yati, Syida, Bibi, Hayatul,faz, syakirah, Fuzah, Abdah,Arijan, Siti Aisyah..
Always in my heart..
As we go on.. we remember.. all the time that we had together.. as our life change, comes whatever, we still be friends forever..

15 Ramadhan.. In MeMoRy..

akilah



Insyirah


Angah


Along

15 Ramadan
the date remind me of someone, my late uncle.. he’s died because of an accident in front of his stall. This tragic accident happened last year. Huhu.. unfortunately, I was studying at the matriculation level and have no way to go home..
on that day, I was on my way to the chemistry lecture when my sister call me from home and told me that my uncle had died, because of an accident. When I heard that, I have no feeling at all… I still can say that’s not true. She lied to me.. I can’t accept to what she had told me.. I’m not believe that!! But, when she suddenly cried and told me again, I can feel something came out from my eyes.. I start to cry.. I can feel that she told the truth.. she’s strong than me, she said to me to pray to Allah and not crying a lot.. also, be patient to what was just happen.. after that, I have nothing to do.. in my mind, I just think about one thing, is that true what my sis told me just now?? Although I think I can accept that bad news, I still in shock and hope time will reverse back.. I want to thought that it just only a nightmare… my uncle still alive.. my sis had only make a fool joke for me..
suddenly I came back to reality.. we are only a travel who just stop at this earth for a while.. our journey still long.. anytime, anywhere, we will meet our creator, we just only wait for the time..
after that, I just go to the class, but without any feeling to study anymore.. in the lecture hall, once again, I got a call, that from my dad, just to tell me the same news.. huhuhu.. I start to cry again.. and seriously, I can’t concentrate to what on the lecturer taught that day..
at the evening, I call my mom, and ask her what actually happened.. she told me that my late uncle had collided with a lorry when he want to cross the road, after Zuhur prayer.. it occurred in a few second, no one realize that, but, it sound like something had collide with that lorry. So, one of the villager take a look under the lorry and saw someone under the lorry with a serious injury. All the villagers cooperate to move out the victim, and they shock when they saw the victim was my late uncle.. because of my grandmother’s house near to the accident place, they called my grandmother and she quickly go to that place.. at that time, my brother also on his way to my grandmother’s house, but he don’t know what happen, he just saw many people there. He expert that there were a road accident there, and quickly go there.. he also shock when saw the victim.. quickly, with the help of the villagers, my late uncle had been send to the hospital.. at that time he was unconscious, but still alive..
fortunately, my dad still in his working time and as he works at that hospital, he control and follow up everything.., when my late uncle reached the hospital and at the emergency zone, he was given all the treatment, for awhile he showed the positive result, all happy with the result.. suddenly, he turns to unconscious.. the doctor try to save him, but, Allah love him more.. he aren’t be save by the doctor..
pity of his child, my late uncle had five children. The youngest is only 14 months old. When her father passed away, she was only 2 months.. huhuhu.. 2 of his child, Along and Angah now live with my family.. what can I say here is, we don’t know how long we will live and breadth with this fresh environment.. thank to God for all the things we get today..

Al-Fatihah for the late Mohd Susi Bin Ismail, a great, patient, and kind-hearted uncle..

'SkuaD LePaK- LePak'

Skuad Lepak-Lepak on Fit's Birthday!!


Salam and greetings to all..
Hmmmm… today I want to introduce the ‘skuad Lepak-Lepak’.. what’s that?? Hehe..
‘Skuad Lepak-Lepak’ or SLL.. names of our own group in the Civil Defense.. consists of seven havoc members, Wani, Eryn, Ain, Sya, Sarah, Fit and me..this group was created when we joined the camping at Perting Valley Adventures camp, Pahang.. amazingly, we are famous among all the students who also joined the 3 days 2 night camp, until we are being jealous by other members.. huhuhu..
Wherever we go, we are easy to recognized by others, maybe because of our trademark, and sign, ‘Lepak-Lepak’.. until Tok Wan, one of the commander known our group. Hehe.. actually, Tok Wan known Sarah only because of an incident, but with the havoc of another members, SLL being the famous group.. hehehe..
Say ‘lepak-lepak’ for the ‘Skuad lepak-Lepak’..

love u.. umi..

salam and greetings to all..

1st september 2009..

time move slowly.. miss my family so much..
i juz wanna to back my hometown....
i miz my mom's cooking to break my fasting....
i juz think if my mom prepare my baju raya or not for me???
i hope she already prepare it...
if not....

huhu.. i don't know what to do..

huhuhuhuhu