salam....
jam sekarang menunjukkan pkul 4.39 pagi... ntah knape, saye terase nk tulis gak... xdpt nk simpan2 lg dh...
biarlah semuanya tercatat di sini... too many unexpected things happen today... that i must face them and receive them with my open heart..
first, my beloved lappy fall down from the bed.. ok, i admit, it was my fault... but, praise to Allah, nothing happen to my laptop.. it back to normal... huhu.. love u so much.. nothing can change our relationship.. cheewwaahhh!!! syg giler la kt lappy nie...
second, i don't know how to explain, so complicated to explain, it's all about hearts.. even we are friends, i totally not a one that can receive any insult.. ok, i admit that i am one who not too talkative, but don't think that this 'your friend' have no feeling at all.. sorry to say, i'm not happy with what had happen for me today.. so many thing that someone called 'friend' make me sometimes hate to be one of a 'friend'... feels like i want to cry sometimes.. but i still need a 'friend'.. if not, i will be alone... a 'word' that a 'friend' talk to me that evening, so sharp like a knife being stabbed into the heart... i still can fell the effect, even it had passed for hours... and lastly, i just can say SORRY... even i don't know is it sorry is a suitable 'word' to say?? or i just want to make it short?? huhu... that's we call 'friend'... sometimes we are happy with them, but sometimes, it can become a poisonous 'thorn'and pain when punctured. just be careful.. huhu..
SORRY friends.. i'm not in good mood today.. even you see i'm happy, laughing together, but deep in my heart, only HE know... everything is under control... hopefully our friendship is forever...
SO SORRY MY FRIENDS, my bad..... love u all..
third, it's about a fainted student... i don't really know the real problem, but that student were disturbing the rest of others, with the ridiculous problem, i think... oh, please, if you want to trouble people, please consider the time.... from deep of my heart, i can say that it's all your fault, so just solve it by yourself!!...
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eei...tapaham la.. gtau la ape n sape n bagaimana n tatau ape la nk ckp...at least la if we know what the wrong tat happen between us,maybe it can solve...i know,i the one person tat always hurt u wif "unsuit jokes" tat maybe wll hurt u...u can say it if its true..i know i'm the wrong person..it is about i'm joking about the way your wearing the scarf or about i'm talking bout your "facial foam"?or....arghh..tatau la...gtau la...isn't u tell me it's about somebody i dont even know,bt..i know..it's doesnt true...rite...if i'm the "friend" you mean...tan..tell me...
ReplyDeletenothing... just me who can control emotions... my bad mood.. sorry guys.. didn't means that.. its under control sometimes...
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